Finally, after a long while, I managed to find the Chinese program that I am suppose to install only to find out from a Microsoft website that Windows XP actually got a IME kind of thingy in it and all I had to do was to activate it. Actually I wanted to have this entry in Chinese but again…I guess the next time. This I promise you .

Sad Sad…. the last time when I went to the agency, my wpm was like 18. Stupid right?! I was taking care to get all the things and no. right. Sigh, I certainly don’t take that long bloging……

Pity pity...all the areas hit by the tsunami waves, especially Sri Lanka and Sumatr...poor things, the way you got to ran for your life. You certainly don’t know if it was better of dead if you were a local survivor. The sight ot washed up bodies, losing everything you had, your love ones, looking for their bodies in the temple backyard where hundreds of decomposing bodies are awaiting the love ones to distinguish it from the rest which all look so alike despite their previous differences in appearance. Life was so different just like some couple of days ago, and now everything is changed. Waiting to die of hunger or disease, waiting to live. No one can imagine how it feels like to go through the emotional trama of losing a close kin to such a freak disaster unless you been through it. It just sounds so unfair and unfortunate that it happened to those people. Count your Blessings manz.....praise the Lord every morning. What does God have installed after this? Is there a rational behind it? Maybe or maybe it’s just beyond anybody’s understanding.

Counting down....less than 24 hours to 2005, abt another 50 odd days to his return...miss him lots....though we talk on the phone like crazy, using up the phonecard like crazy, but still that is not enuf....planning on a dec holiday to somewhere in China, the warmer areas next year….I didn’t chose a semi LDR, given that on the average, he spends about half a year here, it is just so. Sad+Sweet=complicated. Love you.